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When it comes to men, I think some people may have been right all along. Keep it light, don’t get too involved, don’t get too hurt.

If I did nothing wrong, I'd never do anything.

Todays to do list:

Get off work at 2am.
Send money to the Swedish embassy (for my passport)
Get evidence on health insurance.
Book appointment for highlights.
Book appointment for hair extensions.
Book appointment to the dentist.
Relax and enjoy life (ha!)

A lot of things are about to change. Jo is leaving to go up to queensland for work, which means that we are both leaving the apartment in st kilda. I will be moving into a friends place for a while, until I know if I'm getting the sponsorship or not and if I do; I'm getting my own place which I am pretty excited about in that case.

And I'm still just hanging for my friend to come back from the states. He's been gone for too long now but promised to be back by the end of may, but still didn't want to say the date so I have no idea when he might arrive. If he does decide to stay in Melbourne and settle down I might talk to him about sharing an apartment, only question is; will I be able to share a place with a guy or will it drive me crazy? Would be pretty sweet and a new experience to share a place with one of my best guy friends. Or do I maybe just want to stand on my own two feet?

It's going to be weird, or different, living in Melbourne without Jo because we came and concurred this place together... But after all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, only a plane ride away. xx

Some of the people you meet hey? I was just waiting on the tram to work and a woman sat down next to me, started talking to me about mastrubaiting and pregnancy. She said that I should be very careful about having kids at such young age, be careful so I don't get pregnant because she said that I was thinking about it(?) I asked back; so your saying that I'm going to get pregnant soon? and raised my eyebrows at the same time. She said that she was psychic and knew that I was thinking about it. And that I will be if I'm not careful.

Even though I know that I don't see myself having kids for a very long time, and the fact that she smelled like a whole brewery, it still kind of freaked me out a bit. Especially when I've been so emotional lately and everything.

Sometimes you have no one to talk to in the morning, and then you meet those sort of people that can make you think about what they said for the rest of the day.. Doesn't happen often but still. Haha. Oh well, back to work again. Don't feel fully recovered to be honest but what else can a girl do but take the bull by it's horns and just deal with reality?

I'm on my way, wishing for a normal day at work. But I am expecting it to be a long one... I might as well to be honest. Catch ya later peeps. xo

After today I can at least say that I've been visiting Australia's main capital. Or something. Damn this passport situation. Waste of time and money it feels like, but at least I'm getting it all over with. Finally.

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I have never felt this bad. Waking up in the morning and crying, crying at work and crying to my mum. Came home pretty early last night though; got off at 5, got home at 6, fell asleep at 8... Nice lifestyle, haven't had time to see anyone, can barely text with friends because I don't have the energy.

On my way to work once again, but I'm wrecked. Even though I've been sleeping for almost 10 hours tonight I can barely sit up and keep my eyes open. Suppose to work tomorrow but don't know of I can or will.

I'm sooo tired! And yes, I do feel sorry for myself. Just a tad, hehe.

A 16 hour shift at work yesterday. That is just bullshit.

So we have finally moved the kitchen to dandenong, sure it's a hell of a commute in the morning but it's actually alright at the same time.

The past week has been really good and I've been enjoying it so much. Monday and tuesday I had off, babysat Doris on the Monday and went shopping and got a new phone on tuesday. During the evening I just relaxed and went for a walk, had a sleep over and got driven to work in the morning - same with Wednesday so today is my first day taking public transport to work. A bit nerve racking in the way of not really knowing which tram, bus or train to take but I've mostly been figuring that one out now I reckon. I mean, I'm on my way so I will end up somewhere I guess, haha!

Working the whole weekend and all the way till wednesday, trying to get a flight to Canberra on my days off so I can get a new passport and stuff. Maybe not my ideal day off work but I guess those days are for getting shit done if nothing else, hehe.

But anyway, so a few quiet couple of weeks now but it's good and it kind of keeps me from spending too much money! And saving my liver from crashing as well. Sure will be craving a drink by the end of this day but hopefully I can actually control myself and not go out. It's a mission but I have faith in myself, haha!

Anyway, better save some batteries on my phone so I have something to do on my way home later tonight. Have a good one everybody!

First day in the new kitchen. Three girls called in sick which I think is bullshit. Good so annoying. Better get to it then!

The weather is awesome and I finally got a new iPhone and some new clothes. Good ending on my last day off work. Back to reality tomorrow.